GAINING LEAN MUSCLE

How I philosophize about gaining lean muscle and not sabotaging my motivation to stay in gaining mode, why nutrition becomes my ultra focus as soon as I think “gaining” not “get leaner”, why I have projects in my fitness life and never like the term of “maintain” bebaust it doesn’t appeal to me to live against the nature of life. Fitness and the body and mind aren’t any different to “real life” and it does not care about my feelings, I’m just in love with it so I don’t struggle staying committed to it.