JUST WANT TO BE YOURSELF

How to be happy in the world where you want to be pretty and appreciated over feeling happy by yourself, my early career as fitness model and realizing the body needs to be sexy to be “ok”, the self marriage I keep and why every new man would be like another cheat day and I’d never learn, how I defend my way and handle people and what my essential focus is to be happy the way I am myself being myself. It is not easy to stay strong for yourself if you don’t even think you’re worth fighting for.