Forcing It & Faking It

In episode two of Thick & Thin I talk about a bad habit I have-- convincing (and forcing) myself that I'm ready for things that I deep-down know that I'm NOT ready for. I force myself to date guys I know that I don't like- just because I feel like it's "about time." I also have a tendency of faking things -- telling guys I had a "great time" when I had by far the worst time ever.. LOL. I even talk about virginity and tell some cute lil stories.